Tomorrow is my last day in work!!

I’m so freaking pumped… I couldn’t stop smiling all day. I’m out of here motherfuckers!!!! 

I’m going to be skipping around the factory all day tomorrow. No more sauce, or curry tubs or buckets, no more dried hands from boxes or sore palms from lids that don’t want to go on. 

No more sweating in the summer heat or freezing cold in the blizzards of winter. 

I’m FREEEEE!!!! 

Gave in my week notice!

My aunt wanted me to give a week notice about leaving,  (even though the owners don’t mind) and so I went up to the head manager (above my aunt) and let him know. 

I don’t know who was more happier about it. I actually thought he was going to hop onto the desk and do a tap dance that I’ve finally got a job. (not because he want’s me out, but that he knows i shouldn’t be there) 

My aunt is now going to check my holidays and see can I finish up this Friday instead of next Wednesday. 

No matter what happens, my mam has promised me that she will never make me go back to that place. Even if I’m out of a job, she will let me chill while looking for a new one. She promised that she’s done it by herself before, and she will do it again. 

I’m so happy now!! 

Supernatural…what’s happening with you?

I saw the latest episode…I didn’t like it one bit. 

There wasn’t much happening, and it’s all so very confusing. 

But..the characters…I mean, they’re so OOC I just feel like I’m watching three guys play on camera…like, where the hell is DEAN, CAS, AND SAM. I don’t want to watch Jensen, Castiel and Jared. 

Castiel should have been more pissed off when he saw the mark. Dean should have had more emotions in some of the scenes and Sam just watched on like an idiot. Sam, slap you’re brother over the head for christ sake! They’re just like three muppets going through the motions right now. 

Supernatural, sorry. I’ve finally given up on you. 

In my new job…

I got my own office and I have left here since 10, it’s now 12:53. Because I’ve been boggling my head trying to come up with stuff, I haven’t felt those hours come in. 

I honestly don’t know what he want’s though. He’s like ‘yea, yea. It’s a real writer’s feel to it.” then he’s like ‘it has to be 250 words and have all the terms in for google”. It’s a bench. There’s not much more I can do with it. I have everything in there already. I still have three more benches to go. 

Should I go for it?

So, I’ve been thinking about the acting course constantly since Thursday. 

Should I pay the €300 for it? 

I loved Thursday, but I’m afraid I’m going to go to it and I am going to hate it. Like, that’s all that money down the drain. 

Everyone is rooting for me to go for it, my brother keeps egging me on to do it. My friends keep saying ‘you’re going to be amazing, because that’s just who you are’.


First acting class.

I know it’s been 2 days since I had it, but I didn’t get the chance to get to my computer till now. 

I LOVED it. I don’t think I’ve laughed so much in ages. 

I met a new girl name Sarah, we instantly clicked because we had to stand in alphabetical order in a circle (it made us talk to one another) and having the same, we just screamed at each other from across the room with the exact same actions and everyone just looked at us. 

The stuff we had to do, had everyone in convulsions laughing, most of us didn’t have a clue what we were doing. I played the best dead person out of everyone. I still don’t know if i should be insulted or take it as a compliment.  

Now, I have to make the big decision about paying the €300 for the 10 weeks, it’s 2 hours every thursday 7-9. We’ll be doing improvisation, page to screen and the basics. I don’t know if it’s for me, because I’ve never done anything like this before, so it’s completely out of my comfort zone. 

I got the job! omg omg omg! I could dance around, going to be real hard to not break out in a tap-dance in work tomorrow while on the bucket line… I won’t start till another week or two, as his business partner is on holidays…but I am out of that stinking place…after 10 months, I am free!!! 

In other news… My first acting class is tomorrow, I completely forgot about it till I noticed the date today. I’m kinda freaking out and wondering what the hell I got myself into. But, as of right now, I’m on a high and nothing is going to bring me down. So, bring it! 

Back from the meeting…

So, I’m back from the meeting with the guy who’s interested in hiring me. 

I don’t know if I’m going to take it… it’s 50 minutes, in a car, on the motorway to get to the place. I’ll have to get the bus or train, and even when I get my car I’ll have to take the back roads and go into the city centre. So it’s going to be an hour and a half. 

He wants me to do everything. 

Web design. For his 6 websites.  


Press Releases 

Photographs of everything. 



These little stories for a series of bean bag families he’s thinking of doing. 

I mean, yea, it’s a great opportunity, but it’s my first job in media, and I’m scared it’s going to be too big for me. It’s also so far away. I want to say YES, give me it, get my foot in the door and make connections. But then I’m like, I don’t want to bite off more than I can chew. It seems like an awful lot for just one person… 


Second job offer!!!!

Ahh!! I’m so happy. 

So, I’m meeting up with the guy today to see if we can work something out with me not having a car. I booked in to do my theory test in two weeks, and then I’ll do the 12 lessons each day for 12 days. 

I woke up this morning with a second job offer in my emails, to shoot and edit a short video, the only problem is I don’t have my own equipment. :( 

I want to get out and for my our Sunday walk. But my mam is still asleep, and she’ll just moan about being woken up, even though it’s 11:42. Woman, get up, it’s the middle of the day! 

I’ve been sitting here waiting for her to get up for hours now…