Supernatural…what’s happening with you?

I saw the latest episode…I didn’t like it one bit. 

There wasn’t much happening, and it’s all so very confusing. 

But..the characters…I mean, they’re so OOC I just feel like I’m watching three guys play on camera…like, where the hell is DEAN, CAS, AND SAM. I don’t want to watch Jensen, Castiel and Jared. 

Castiel should have been more pissed off when he saw the mark. Dean should have had more emotions in some of the scenes and Sam just watched on like an idiot. Sam, slap you’re brother over the head for christ sake! They’re just like three muppets going through the motions right now. 

Supernatural, sorry. I’ve finally given up on you. 

In my new job…

I got my own office and I have left here since 10, it’s now 12:53. Because I’ve been boggling my head trying to come up with stuff, I haven’t felt those hours come in. 

I honestly don’t know what he want’s though. He’s like ‘yea, yea. It’s a real writer’s feel to it.” then he’s like ‘it has to be 250 words and have all the terms in for google”. It’s a bench. There’s not much more I can do with it. I have everything in there already. I still have three more benches to go. 

Should I go for it?

So, I’ve been thinking about the acting course constantly since Thursday. 

Should I pay the €300 for it? 

I loved Thursday, but I’m afraid I’m going to go to it and I am going to hate it. Like, that’s all that money down the drain. 

Everyone is rooting for me to go for it, my brother keeps egging me on to do it. My friends keep saying ‘you’re going to be amazing, because that’s just who you are’.


First acting class.

I know it’s been 2 days since I had it, but I didn’t get the chance to get to my computer till now. 

I LOVED it. I don’t think I’ve laughed so much in ages. 

I met a new girl name Sarah, we instantly clicked because we had to stand in alphabetical order in a circle (it made us talk to one another) and having the same, we just screamed at each other from across the room with the exact same actions and everyone just looked at us. 

The stuff we had to do, had everyone in convulsions laughing, most of us didn’t have a clue what we were doing. I played the best dead person out of everyone. I still don’t know if i should be insulted or take it as a compliment.  

Now, I have to make the big decision about paying the €300 for the 10 weeks, it’s 2 hours every thursday 7-9. We’ll be doing improvisation, page to screen and the basics. I don’t know if it’s for me, because I’ve never done anything like this before, so it’s completely out of my comfort zone. 

I got the job! omg omg omg! I could dance around, going to be real hard to not break out in a tap-dance in work tomorrow while on the bucket line… I won’t start till another week or two, as his business partner is on holidays…but I am out of that stinking place…after 10 months, I am free!!! 

In other news… My first acting class is tomorrow, I completely forgot about it till I noticed the date today. I’m kinda freaking out and wondering what the hell I got myself into. But, as of right now, I’m on a high and nothing is going to bring me down. So, bring it! 

Back from the meeting…

So, I’m back from the meeting with the guy who’s interested in hiring me. 

I don’t know if I’m going to take it… it’s 50 minutes, in a car, on the motorway to get to the place. I’ll have to get the bus or train, and even when I get my car I’ll have to take the back roads and go into the city centre. So it’s going to be an hour and a half. 

He wants me to do everything. 

Web design. For his 6 websites.  


Press Releases 

Photographs of everything. 



These little stories for a series of bean bag families he’s thinking of doing. 

I mean, yea, it’s a great opportunity, but it’s my first job in media, and I’m scared it’s going to be too big for me. It’s also so far away. I want to say YES, give me it, get my foot in the door and make connections. But then I’m like, I don’t want to bite off more than I can chew. It seems like an awful lot for just one person… 


Second job offer!!!!

Ahh!! I’m so happy. 

So, I’m meeting up with the guy today to see if we can work something out with me not having a car. I booked in to do my theory test in two weeks, and then I’ll do the 12 lessons each day for 12 days. 

I woke up this morning with a second job offer in my emails, to shoot and edit a short video, the only problem is I don’t have my own equipment. :( 

I want to get out and for my our Sunday walk. But my mam is still asleep, and she’ll just moan about being woken up, even though it’s 11:42. Woman, get up, it’s the middle of the day! 

I’ve been sitting here waiting for her to get up for hours now… 

Make up your minds!!

So, I’m 24, going 25 in July. My parents still act like I’m  a kid. 

So, I want to do this job that I have. I’m not going to be paid and it’s going to be an hour and a half (or three hours a day) on a bus there and back. My dad, who I go weeks without seeing is texting me wanting to know the address of the place. Eh, no. 

I told one of the guys in work about it, and he sat down with me and my mam at lunch. He asked about it. Back in the locker room and my mam freaks out. Saying I shouldn’t have said anything because you haven’t told the company and that you may not have it.

First of all, my aunt (her sister) is the manager. The millionaire owner of the place sat down with me and told me I could have all the days off to find another job. DO NOT GIVE ME THAT BULLSHIT. I swear I wanted to swing for her, I had to walk away. I can’t deal with being around her, she’s so paranoid about what everyone thinks or says, while I don’t give a crap. Honestly I can’t deal with the hissing, growling and glaring stares when she doesn’t approve of something I’ve said. 

Dude, I’m a grown ass woman, I need a bit more respect. I’m not you, I don’t  care what other people (who I don’t really have much thought for, and who don’t matter to me) think about me.

I wish i had a car, if I had a car I would 100% be up there right now, just because these two piss me off so much. The more they tell me not to do something, the more i’m going to do it. 


I may have a new job!!! It’s part time and will be writing content for several different websites. It wont be full-time work, but he wants me to work for him. I don’t even need to do an interview. 

I’m meeting up with him on Monday so he can take me around the showrooms they have. He is really interested in hiring me. AHHH!!! I want to run around and dance like a freak!! 

I was going to buy an NFL jersey, first I was going to choose the Jacksonville Jaguars because I use to have a tracksuit and two tops off them, then I was thinking of going for the Seahawks because they’re a much better team. 

I don’t know anymore!